Well its a real shame when people from my sons side of the family blame me for the reason why my sons biological father isn’t a part of his life.

I didn’t choose for him not to come to court or to ignore his responsibilities and for him to choose a life of drugs. He made the choice not to be here, not me. But its nice to know how they feel after a year and a half of “being on my side” as they called it.

I don’t make the decisions for you either. You are your own self aren’t you? I guess you aren’t if you have to blame me.

My sons father choose not to show up to court more than 9 times, I didn’t make him choose not to come. I wanted nothing more than at the time for him to fight for the rights to my son, but he choose not to so I took his rights away. Actually the courts chose that because they said if he isn’t going to support or fight for the child he has no rights to call him his.

I am the sole parent to my son, and I wish him luck if he fights for him in the future. It wont be an easy fight and I can tell you right now, I bet he will back down again and walk away. I wont be allowing my sons life in the hands of someone who I don’t think is capable of taking care of themselves much less a child.

If he can get his life and act together than maybe one day in the future he will be apart of my sons life but as of right now he will have no chance in hell of getting near my son.

I think its funny that he can buy him a Christmas gift and for everyone to expect a thank you from me, that’s a joke right. You cant buy his love and you never will.

I’m gonna raise my boy the best as a can, and if he wants to know you then he will, but not without all the history of your past first. Every gory detail he will know, and he may or may not chose to want to  see you.

Best of luck in the future to those of whom ignore your child and abandon them.

Props to the ones who give their babies up for adoption to give them the best life possible.

Love to all those moms and dads who are single parents and who are doing it right.

You have to give respect to get respect, and you my dear are far from getting it.

Grow up before you think about bashing me again, and don’t judge me the way you are when your parents are no better.

I feel so much better now.

Not that I felt bad for the things they said about me and still say, because in the end I know I’m better than them if they have to  put me down when I’m a single mom with the support of my family only.

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In love with all the positive things I keep reading on my tumblr.

Stop looking at the negative in life and bring on the positive.

Your life could be worse.

It’s sad cause I used to love scary movies, now they really freak me out.

Devin and I were the only ones (minus my father cause he was working) that were watching scary movies at the cottage once Ry went to bed. Otherwise I would have to of watched them during the day cause no one else will watch them with me and I’m to chicken shit to watch them alone.

I can tell you right now though, when my dad was trying to get into the house when Devin and I were in the middle of our second movie, it freaked us out. Dad had the wrong key out. I was just glad it was him, I was nervous to open the door for him. Ha ha.

Talk about lame. But you never know when some pysco killer is going to stop by especially when you are practically in the middle of nowhere.

It really bothers me that when someone gets pregnant and they don’t stay with the baby’s father that they need to leave town because they can’t stand the fact that they got pregnant with his child.

Yet months before you were pregnant you were madly in love. “He’s the best thing thats ever happened to me”.

GROW UP okay, its not the end of the world. Its a lot more common now-a-days to be a single mom. Your life is not over, it’s not the worst thing that has happened to you.

It takes two to make it happen. Some fathers are man enough to stick around, some aren’t.

Don’t say you have nothing left here when you have family and friends, but oh way they must not matter now that your life isn’t going the way you wanted it to.

BOO HOO. Stop being so dramatic and just live with your life, be happy with the fact that at least you are in your child’s life.

Be a strong parent, not a weak one. You have a child to think about now, if you move just because you lose a doctor, a dentist and whatever else you may have here. It’s a lot harder to find a family doctor then it used to be. No point in not having those opportunities for your child because your being selfish.

It’s people like you who don’t deserve the opportuinties you have because your willing to throw them away when things don’t go your way.

I’ve been seeing a lot of negative posts on my facebook. It makes me sad that people are only looking at the negative in life. You cant tell me that your life is all bad.

There has to be some good in your life, you need to start looking at your postive and ignore the negative. Sure life’s tough, but if it were meant to be easy why would we be here.

Life is a trail and error sort of thing, now brighten up.

No one persons life is perfect, it may seem that way to you but try living in there shoes. Everyone has bad and good in there life, but some choose to let the bad define who they are. YOU shouldn’t.

If there is something in your life that you don’t like change it. Change it for the better. Get rid of the negative and bring in the positive. Even if it seems like you can’t do it. YOU can.

It’s your life to control, don’t like it do something about it.

SMILE cause’ you never know whos watching.